Saturday, 30 January 2016

2015 in books

I love mornings like this. It's Saturday, I don't have a lot to do and so I can be a bit lazy and read in bed.
Also, I just finished a good book, and that's always a nice feeling.

Going into my Goodreads folders (to update the book from 'currently reading' to 'read'), I looked back at what I had read this year and realised I had been quite busy. So I decided to do a '2015 in review' post, inspired by fellow writer Catherine (who by the way was a finalist at the 2016 Undiscovered Voices competition, so check her out!).

Books are in the order I read them and I will use the Goodreads star system. My personalisation of it is this: I only give 1 star to books I actively dislike (I think the Alchemist is the only one I would give this to, but I read it a while ago), so 2 stars is the lowest I tend to give. It doesn't mean it's a bad book, but just that it wasn't for me. It either annoyed me or I didn't enjoy it - or I enjoyed bits of it but the annoying parts were sooooo off-putting that overall I didn't like the book. 3 and 4 stars I enjoyed. 5 stars I obsess about (and I don't care about the bad bits, I love those books flaw and all!).
The difference between 3 and 4 will be dependent on how much I enjoyed the voice, the pace, the characters and the extent to which the bits that annoyed me could be trumped by the bits I loved. 

So, without further ado, I give you...

2015 in review!

Fiction:

Providence Unveiled (Memory's Wake trilogy #3) by Selina Fenech - 4*
14-14 by Silène Edgar and Paul Beorn (French) - 4*
Uglies by Scott Westerfeld - 4*
Pretties (Uglies #2) by Scott Westerfeld - 4*
Specials (Uglies #3) by Scott Westerfeld - 4*
Throne of Glass (Throne of Glass #1) by Sarah J. Maas - 2*
The Dragon Keeper (Rain Wild Chronicles #1) by Robin Hobb - 4*
Dragon Haven (Rain Wild Chronicles #2) by Robin Hobb - 5*
City of Dragons (Rain Wild Chronicles #3) by Robin Hobb - 3*
Blood of Dragons (Rain Wild Chronicles #4) by Robin Hobb - 3*
Blackfin Sky by Kat Ellis - 4*
The Territory by Sarah Govett - 2*
Half Bad (Hald Bad trilogy #1) by Sally Green - 3*
The Potion Diaries by Amy Alward - 4*
Noughts & Crosses by Malorie Blackman (Noughts & Crosses #1) - 3*
Daughter of Smoke & Bone (Daughter of Smoke & Bone #1) by Laini Taylor - 2*
The Knife of Never Letting Go (Chaos Walking #1) by Patrick Ness - 4*
Am I Normal Yet? by Holly Bourne - 5* (Yes, I am now obsessed!)
Sorcerer to the Crown by Zen Cho - 3*
The Sin-Eater's Daughter (The Sin-Eater's Daughter #1by Melinda Salisbury - 3*

Non-Fiction

How Children Succeed: Grit, Curiosity an the Hidden Power of Character by Paul Tough - 4*
Dear Agent - Write the Letter that Sells Your Book by Nicoa Morgan - 4*
Creative Schools: The Grassroots Revolution that's Transforming Education by Ken Robinson and Lou Aronica - 5*

I'm not very good at finishing books I don't enjoy, which I think is why my ratings tend to lean towards the positive - I don't rate books I didn't finish. I also don't read a lot of non-fiction (as you can see), so for me to finish it, I must really enjoy it!

So there! 23 books read in 12 months. Not bad going, huh? I have to admit, apart from non-fiction they are all either YA or fantasy, and most are both. I also didn't put all the picture books I read (you know, for school, not *just* because I like picture books). In fact I haven't added any books I read at school. Maybe I'll edit the post some time to add them too.



Monday, 25 January 2016

Getting cracking on book 2 - finally!


WARNING - Minor spoilers

I wasn't going to post an excerpt from book 2, because I'm worried about spoilers and the freshly-written, unedited (read: needs a lot of work) chapter 1 is full of them.

However, I'm so bloody proud that I've FINALLY started writing book 2, and a whole chapter to boot, that I can't resist posting a little bit. And it is from the point of view of a character who's only got a minor part in Book 1 but becomes super important in Book 2. So important, in fact, she's a POV character.

*Edit: Ok, now re-reading it, I'm not sure it deserves pride of place on the blog, but I'll leave it here just because it has been such a long time since I've written anything.*

So, for your eyes only, I present...

Book 2 - The Timekeepers' Island

Chapter 1

June knew her sister thought she was stupid. Otherwise, why would she bring her to all these private meetings? Summer thought June too thick to understand what was going on, that was why.
And it was true that when Summer asked her stuff, June gave her the silent treatment and it didn’t make her look bright. But Summer was too superficial to stop any further than appearances, and whenever June opened her mouth, her lisp and her stutter were exactly where Summer stopped to assess her intelligence. Besides, why should she say anything about what made her cry at night to total strangers?
‘Times have been very tough for us, Mister Galloway,’ Summer would say in her sweetest voice, dripping like honey all over the fat sorcerer. If they had any money, they were always sorcerers. ‘June, won’t you tell Mister Galloway how hard things have been for us?’
At other times Summer would act angry, the righteous kind of anger, like today.
‘What of our hard work?’ she shouted now to the men in the room. ‘They call us roaches and lazy, but do you know how much magic is used each day to restore and grow food for our people? Free magic, which costs nothing to the governors! June, won’t you tell these gentlemen how hard our people are working? And for no rewards! Until our work is recognised as worthy, how can we stand a chance of making a contribution to this society?’
The five men and women were seated around a large polished table made of one slab of mahogany. Like everything else in the room, it screamed of understated opulence. The war had obviously not reached this part of the city. The table alone could have fed June’s school for a week.
June never said anything at these meetings. She didn’t want to do anything that would help her sister and she didn’t like the pity-disgust in the gentlemen’s eyes when they looked at her. She knew exactly what her sister was trying to do, which was to get Faerie back on the map and move back there, and June had no intention of ever setting foot in that damned place again, and if the spirits wanted to curse her for swearing, let them! As far as she was concerned, not struggling against her sister’s grip and sitting there looking like a dirty street urchin to make rich sorcerers pity her was as much as she would consider doing for her sister’s cause. Even if it made her look like a stupid, dirty street urchin.
But June wasn’t stupid, and as her sister droned on and on, June’s head was full of schemes to escape her sister’s clutch.

She had tried many times before, and been successful on a few occasions, but then had been caught. She knew she would be caught this time too, but the question was always: when? How much time could she buy for herself? Time free, away from the bullies at school and Summer’s snarky remarks, from the expectations and the meetings. Time to just be June.

~ Edit, 28th March: I did some editing on this today! Whoop whoop! I won't post it as this is meant to be a raw post, and also because I am sure it will change so more. ~


The nice kind of no

I said a few months ago that I was on a 'want to get an agent' swing (you know, from my to self-publish or not to self-publish conundrum). I'm still on it and it doesn't look like I'm coming back down anytime soon. Well, not until I've exhausted all possibilities. I've given myself to 20.

A long time ago (read 'when the first draft was finished'), I sent the manuscript to 3 agents. I can't remember if I've ever mentioned this. I didn't really tell many people at the time. I was more testing the water, I suppose, which is a really stupid way of burning a lot of bridges. But I was young and naive in the ways of publishing (hum...). Anyway, needless to say I only got rejections.

Then in September I contacted 4 agents. I got nos one by one, and hadn't heard from the last one so this weekend, having some free time, I contacted 6 more. So that's 10, half of my target, but also probably the ones I had the best chance with.

Then this morning I got the answer from the 4th agent I had never heard from. Quite a coincidence!
Anyway, until now all the rejection emails I'd received had been fairly bog-standard, a polite "thanks but no thanks."

The one I got today was slightly better, and so far the nicest no I've received. I know I shouldn't put too much stock by it - at the end of the day, agents can be nice people too, even when they're rejecting you, so it doesn't mean my novel is any good - but it does feel like the comments are personal and part of me is hoping. Hoping that this is a good sign.

Anyway, this is the email:

Dear Soizic,

Many thanks for sending me the first three chapters of your novel to me. I thought this was imaginative, well-written, gripping with strong and original characters – it was an entertaining read with plenty of pace and had a good commercial premise. Lacie was a nicely empathic character with a good voice and strong narrative drive.

However, while I did enjoy this and think it an engaging read, I’m afraid I didn’t love it quite enough to take it any further. That’s not to say another agent may not totally disagree.

I do wish you all the best with your writing and thanks you again for sharing your novel with me.


Best wishes,

Look! "Good commercial premise", she says. "Nicely empathic character with a good voice", she says. As nos go, this one has got me quite excited! I just need to stop myself from over-analysing and getting my hopes up. After all, she did say no.

Gosh, this agent thing really is like dating, isn't it?

The one-track heart

I have noticed something.

I can't focus on more than one thing at the same time. No, I'm not talking about sex.
What I mean is I can't give all my energy into more than one project at a time. I can't care about more than one thing. I have a one-track heart. You know, not the organ that delivers blood to your body, the part of your mind that is full of passion and worries and obsessions (it's not my fault if our forefathers thought that was located in our ribcage rather than our skull).


This is my explanation for not doing any writing recently. My job was all-consuming. It was the thing I thought about before going to bed, had nightmares about and seemed to be the main subject of conversation I had with pretty much anybody. Now that I am not going to work every day and instead am doing a research proposal, that seems to be the thing on my mind all the time (and which I talk about all the time - sorry, Mark!). I've had more free time in the last few weeks than since the summer holidays. And yet I haven't been able to think about writing, because all my energy and brain-space has been devoted to my research proposal.

The problem is that if you want to write something, it's probably best to do a little bit every day (did you know this also applies to research theses? What do you mean I'm getting sidetracked?). But, especially in fantasy, you need to immerse yourself in the world your have created. It means my one-track heart needs to stay focussed on the writing - and that's only possible if there's nothing else in my life I care deeply about. You know. Like my career.

What happens is that I won't write for ages. Then, like now, there'll be some freed up space in my head, and my writing waves frantically in the background so I take a closer look. But by the time I've re-read what I'd written, remember what the heck my dates mean and why I'd decided the make those changes last time, the free afternoon has evaporated and I haven't written a word.

I don't know how other people do it. HOW DO YOU DO IT, PEOPLE? I mean people who have a day job that they care about - hey it's easy to find time to write when you're bored out of your mind. I know. I've been there. But how do you juggle up your head space to make room for writing?

I'd like to know.

Wednesday, 6 January 2016

Cobwebs

Gosh, it's dark in here, innit? Dust floating around, making you sneeze and tickling your throat. And... Oh no... I think I just walked into a cobweb.

It has been a long time, huh!

You'd hope I would have done lots by now. Not really anything new to report. I sent my book to a couple of agents but it got turned down. A couple isn't much, mind you, so I ought to try some more.

Unfortunately life took over once more and I had no head space or energy for writing, not even cover letters. I was starting to understand the litteral meaning of 'exhausted'.

Well, that was before the holidays. I'm hoping I might have some time soon-ish to get back to writing. I have a good detailed plan for book 2 and I want to start writing, but my head in swimming in non-novel related things at the moment, so I don't know when soon-ish will be.

But soon-ish, I promise!

Until then, better do some spring-cleaning around here.

Wednesday, 29 July 2015

To self-publish or not to self-publish - Part II

I peppered my last post with words of warning that self-publishing wasn’t as rosy as I was making it seem. This is my rebuttal, what part of my brain says when I swing back from my self-publishing high.


This is…

Part II - Not to self-publish 

i.e. publish traditionally. By this I mean the normal route of:
  •         finding an agent
  •         the agent finding you a publisher (big or small)
  •         you getting an advance
  •          the publisher producing your book and selling it (hopefully)


1/ You get a stamp of quality

As much as I hate it, there is still some stigma associated with self-publishing. And even though the barriers are coming down, it’s still hugely important for many people to get that recognition. Agents are sometimes called ‘gatekeepers’, because they stop all the crap from getting to the publishers. They’re the ones who have to sort the gems from the slushpile they receive.
Nobody stops anyone from publishing crap on Amazon.
Now you may say that many crap books are published by traditional publishers, but what you mean really is that many books you think are crap are published by traditional publishers. Other people like the very same books you think are a total disgrace. But you won’t find books that have loads of typos, are ridden with grammatical mistakes or just make no sense.
Now in all honesty, I doubt those terrible Amazon books made their author very successful or have swamped the market. They’re part of the data, sure, but they’re just there, doing not very much. (There must be some very interesting articles on this data somewhere – if you know any, do send them my way!)
Yet people still attribute this enormous importance to ‘being published’. To having someone else say: ‘Hey, this is good. We should sell it.’ Which brings me to point 2.

2/ It takes a hell of a lot of guts to promote a self-published book

You have to be pretty damn confident to go around and ask people to give you money and invest their time in something that no one but you (and your mum, or so I hear) think is brilliant. Relentlessly ask people for money and time. As part of the jobs you take on, you have to be the main marketing guy in your one-person company. Now of course you care passionately about your book, which makes you well qualified to rave about it, but it’s your baby. You’re too close to it. You might also be incredibly a) sensitive, b) doubt-ridden, c) overprotective or d) all of the above (D, please). You have to stomach bad reviews all on your own, and have nothing but your own self-belief to keep you going. That’s haaaard.

3/ A one-person company can be lonely

I mentioned in a previous post I’d fallen in love. It wasn’t so much love as that feeling you get when you’re single and you see a loved-up couple. You might well be very happily single, dancing and singing à la Natasha Bedingfield and Beyonce, (*all the single ladies, all the single ladies, lalala*), but then you see that couple touching and kissing and looking so lovely together you get that warm fuzzy feeling and you think, ‘Gosh, I wish I had that.’ It’s not so much envy as hope. You see all that love and you think, ‘That could be me.' That's why we watch romcoms, right?




Right, so this is what happened to me with an agent. Not as romantic, I know. But the way she talked about her author was so passionate (yes, I know it’s her job!) it made me want someone to talk about my book like that. Someone who would be on my side and love it and fight for it with me.

I know there are many indie author networks and circles. But being part of the traditional publishing process, you’re also part of a team, and that team is working for your book because they believe in it. Not because you’re paying them. Wouldn’t that be wonderful?

4/ You get an advance

Now of course you’re not in writing for the money, otherwise you’d be an investment banker (or insert other stereotypically well-paid job). But it’s like with my other actual job (the one with the little people): you don’t do it for the money, but you still need the paycheck at the end of the month to pay the bills. If nothing else, getting an advance might mean this: giving up the day job for a few months to write book 2 and do some promo. And this little bit of time might make all the difference to your career as an author.


5/ It takes a lot of time to self-publish
(Have you noticed how nicely my paragraphs flow into each other? I hope you’re impressed.)

I mentioned earlier that as a self-published author you take on all the jobs of a normal publisher. Now even if you outsource some of it, it’s still a huge responsibility. It means learning a huge range of skills and doing a lot of reading. It means coordinating and proofing a lot of work. It takes time.
Time you’re not spending writing your next book.

6/ Self-publishing costs money

As indie author, you are your own investor. You can do a kickstarter (or similar) to raise some money, but unless you already have a following, you’re looking at your friends and family giving you a hand. If you are successful, you should be able to recuperate the costs, and hopefully even make some money (to take time off to write book 2, as with the traditional route).
But let’s look at numbers. From what I’ve seen, a book published to a professional standard will cost around £3000 (maybe more). If you get about £2 back for every book, you’d still need to sell 1,500 books just to cover your costs. For an indie author, that’s already quite a lot. So there’s also high risk that you’d lose money on the book. But at the end of the day, if you’re self-publishing, it’s because you are willing to take on that risk. So then you have to decide… Is it worth it?

As for me, well… At the moment I’m in the ‘finding an agent’ phase of my mood swings. Tomorrow, who knows?



To self-publish or not to self-publish - Part I


Foreword:

Today I finished my new round of changes to Book 1 (The girl from Otherworld).

Now what?

Well, apart from writing Book 2 (how’s that synopsis going, you ask?), there’s publishing. And with it comes the important question: to self-publish or not to self-publish?

A few years ago, this might not even have been a concern. You just tried for an agent first. But now self-publishing is becoming more respectable, it is a real dilemma: should I even try for the traditional route, or just embrace self-publishing?

There’s a French saying that goes, ‘Between the two my heart swings,’ and it really is how I feel about publishing. One morning I’m rearing to self-publish, the next I’m back to wanting a publishing deal.

In the next couple of posts I’m going to try to explain why, for me at least, it’s not a clear-cut answer, and what the advantages and disadvantages are for both. Needless to say that this is NOT a guide for anybody else to make a decision on whether to publish or not, but my own internal comings and goings.

I am therefore pleased to present …

Part I - To self-publish

1/ My book doesn’t follow the rules.

My book is YA high fantasy, a combination that’s not exactly hot at the moment, while YA is also said to be saturated. My story has characters with quite different ages (14, 16 and 25ish), and a main character who is scared of her own shadow (not the usual ‘moving the action forward’ kind of character) and might well get on some people’s nerves.
It also has three different points of view. When I tell people in the trade about this, I always get that sucking in noise people make when they want to say: ‘Oooh, that’s bad!’ The ‘eeeesh’ kind of noise. Then I get told I need to make sure each character has a really distinct voice for it to work, and I hope I have achieved that, but they may well disagree. I also don’t think it’s as big a problem as they say (in my completely unqualified opinion). Game of Thrones has more points of view characters than I can name, Alone in Berlin changes points of view mid-thought (not that this is a good example to follow) and authors have been using omniscient points of view for ever. So what’s the big deal?
The problem is that it’s unusual in the kind of book I have written, and therefore there is a risk attached to it. A lot of risk.
I have heard great and terrible stories about publishing, but on the whole what I understand about it is this: most agents and editors care deeply about the books they sell, but they are also in this business to make money. In order to find books that sell, they look at what books have sold. Now everyone knows this is a poor predictor of what is going to sell, but everybody is famously rubbish at predicting what the next big thing is going to be. Both Tunnels and The Night Circus were predicted to be as big as Harry Potter, and well... Have you even heard of them? Publishing a book costs money, and publishers gamble when they take on a debut author. And that is why they don’t want to take any extra risks. Now I’m sure people can argue at length about the disastrous consequences this might have on the quality and diversity of literature, but it’s not their money being put on the line.
I, on the other hand, would be willing to risk it, because (most days) I believe I have written something solid. And that is where self-publishing comes in.

2/ It is now easier than ever

If you wanted to make your book available on Amazon, all you’d need to do would be to convert it to the right format and upload it. That’s it.
Now it might well be that it’s unedited and badly formatted, but the distribution on Amazon is that easy.

I have read a number of tutorials, and the reality is of course a lot more complicated. There are different platforms and formats to consider, there is proofreading of conversions to be done, there are tax concerns to deal with. And there are many, many companies out there who want your money and will try to screw you over.

However, the fact is that all the services available to publishers – line editing, copyediting, proofreading, formatting, illustration, cover design, typesetting, printing, even marketing and distribution to real bookshops – are all now available to independent authors. Some services are offered by large companies, others are by individuals who can be contacted on platforms such as Reedsy.

As I see it, as an independent author you become your own publisher, which means you do all that a publisher would do. You either pay for it (as an investment) or you learn to do it at a professional standard. There is a plethora of articles and self-help books, as well as forums and writers’ groups, so if you are committed and do your research, the information is out there and (mostly) free.


3/ You can reach the same audience as a traditionally published author

Well, yes and no, but of course here I’m going to argue yes.

The ebook audience has long been the domain of self-published authors. Platforms such as Smashwords reach a number of ebook stores, except Amazon (but as we’ve seen, that’s dead easy) and the internet (blog reviews, Wattpad, Goodreads, etc.) allows indie authors to reach out to complete strangers. Sure, putting a book on Amazon and reaching an audience are two different things, but it's been done. A few self-published author successes (the authors of Switched and Wool for instance) have shown that complete nobodies could become bestselling author.
(If you are wanting to throttle your computer as you scream ‘Yes, but!’, bear with me – I know it’s not all black and white).
But for a really long time, that was it. Bookshops, libraries, schools – no one wanted to hear from a self-pub author. They had enough books to choose from and in my experience were the most likely to suffer from prejudice against self-published authors. Why wouldn’t you get traditionally published if your book was good enough? #stiffupperlip

From speaking to a few hopeful writers, it is still an issue. To find a distributor, you need to be a publisher. To get to bookshops, you need a distributor. Some people established their own publishing companies (employees: 1), but this can be viewed as cheating (i.e. pretend you’ve been "properly" published when you’re just another reject of the traditional route).

That being said, I think things are changing. The attitude of the public and the industry towards self-published books is not as negative as it used to. With companies like Matador* offering distribution to bookshops, indie authors now have a shot at street retailing as well, which is great news.

*I know I bang on about them – I swear I don’t receive any percentage of their profits. I haven’t even tried them myself – they just sounded pretty impressive and I haven’t found any negative articles about them.


4/ Authors have to do all their promo themselves anyway
Twitter presence, blog tours, writing blogs… Whether they are traditionally or independently published, nowadays authors are expected to be actively promoting their books. And it’s not just author talks and interviews. I have been told that authors should also be approaching bookshops directly to offer to sign stock or do events. So if authors are going to be doing all their promo anyway, they might as well keep the profit.


5/ You've got the power!

I've got the power!

As a self-published author, you get to decide EVERYTHING! You can choose the cover you want and what it’s all going to look like. You have total control over everything (except, of course, whether people buy it or not).
It’s terribly exciting, and it also means that there are no nasty surprises. Nobody can make you change things you feel deep down are wrong for your book and your career. You don’t find yourself in the horrible situation where the heart of your baby (your book, that is) is being torn to pieces by the people in the marketing department who clearly don’t understand your work of genius. Or that ugly cover design over which you have no say.
The problem with traditionally publishing is that you are only the writer. Oh, yes, you’re supposed to help with promoting the book, but the publishing bit is not your job. This has its advantages  (see next post), but it also means that if your publishers completely screw up your vision for your book (or even your vision of you as an author), you have no leverage. You have signed a bit of paper that has handed that over to somebody else and you are legally bound. This, more than anything, is what scares the crap out of me.

Of course you might also make all the wrong decisions as an indie, but hey, at least they were your choices, and not something imposed on you by a third party. Not great if you don’t like making decisions, though… *whistles*