So, May has come already, and I have so
much left to write!
What’s that? Nano, you say? Oh yeah, that…
Well, I finished with 10 686 words, which I reached on the 25th
April. Rather than 25 000. You could say I have failed. Or you could say it’s
10k closer to the end, which is how I like to look at things (I’ve been trying
to ban words like ‘failure’ from my vocabulary. It’s tough.).
You might have noticed I didn’t write
anything in the last 5 days of the Nano, which is disgraceful and all. You
might ask what on earth I’ve been doing all this time that could be more
important.
Well, I’ll enlighten you. I have paid
taxes, gone cycling, looked for a job, gone to interviews, looked for more
jobs, written application forms, visited relatives, celebrated birthdays, gone
running, read a trilogy, opened mail, cleaned the bathroom… life, in short. And
life has given me little time for writing.
Now I have read that real writers always find time for writing. I’ll argue I’ve written
lots, but only in my head. I’ll admit, though, writing hasn’t been my priority.
In fact it’s been pretty low on the list. I mean, come on! Behind cleaning the
bathroom? It doesn’t get much lower than that. Yet they were things I felt I
ought to do, whereas writing is for pleasure, and therefore optional. I suppose
that’s the beauty of the NaNo, when done following the rules: writing becomes
your priority. For it to work, you have to accept that life will come second.
But now it’s the bank holiday, and although
I have a costume to make and more application forms to do and a course to
prepare… I’ll make time. Because when I take the time to think about it, I remember
how much I love my world.
Yeaaaah ! 10k is already great, I told you !
ReplyDeleteAnd it's ok to take time for yourself as well. Life is important too. :-) And as long as you love your world and you love writing, then you'll keep writing whenever you feel like it. So there is no need to feel guilty because you have not written a words for days (or months). :-)